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It was sejarah period.. and teacher semak-ed our answers with us.. i got 28 out of 35.. erk.. bad.. and teacher asked those who got below 30 to do 10 ear squats.. Those ear squats just ate up all my pride.. to me.. its like a very stupid looking and childish action.. an action which i hate alot.. coz its like kinda humiliating.. and while i was doing it.. in my mind.. it was:'WHy?! WHY?! I studied so hard and i still got this..??! WhY?! I put effort in studying and memorising and this is what i get...??!! I HATE YOU SEJARAH..!!!! I HATE YOU..!!!!!!!!!!!! I really studied and this is what i get..???!!!WHY?!!' Yes.. those were my prideful, ugly thoughts.. i was thinking that i had those 28 questions right because I studied so hard and I did it by myself..

After a while.. it hit me... i dont know what.. but i realized.. instead of thanking God for helping me to get those 28 questions correct... i was complaining and questioning why i got those 7 questions wrong.. i was doing the exact opposite of giving thanks... i could have given thanks for those 28 correct answers... i could thank God for giving me legs to enable myself to squat up and down.. for providing me with the book to do the latihan in.. for the teacher who managed to finish the syllabus in time so that we could do extra exercises... and even for those 7 wrong answers... i didnt...

*Lord.. sorry for not giving thanks... and i wanna thank you for everything around me.. even for these little fingers that enable me to type.. for my class.. my school... for your great love.. for everything.. forgive me Lord.. for not giving thanks when things didnt go how i wanted to.. and Lord.. mould me to become more like you.. to be humble and always giving thanks... no matter how good or how bad.. and thank you again.. for those 35 questions... and those ear squats.. =) *

Well well.. now you have seen the prideful and ugly side of me.. nevermind.. i will make the effort to change.. for the better.. yay..!! And next time when you see me getting proud or not giving thanks... just give me a tight slap on the face.. slap the pride out of me.. and slap me back to my senses.. hehe.. yay..

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