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2008
Today is the last day of 2008. Erm.. Yay?
Hehe. Hmmm. Well, this year has been a great year. Nope, by that i dont mean that this year everything went well and perfect. But it has been good. Transition from form 3 to form 4 wasnt easy. At all. It was quite tough for me, at least. Competition in class increased, and it took much more to keep my position in class. But God has been faithful. :)
Taking a new post in the yf committee was not as simple as abc as well. But thanks, wei wey, joel, john, kor, and ryan. =) Thanks for guiding and helping me in the music ministry. Sorry if i have failed, but i am putting in much effort and heart. Though there were times where i got stressed up and tired. But God has been faithful. :)
I dont regret making the decision to take my grade 8 piano exam this year when the last piano exam i took was actually my first in grade 3. Yes, it was tough. VERY TOUGH. It has been kinda torturous to push myself to practice for hours each day, and having to cope with studies, and giving up a once in a lifetime oppurtunity (well, it meant a lot to me.) for this exam. Tears, sweat and stress all came in the package labeled 'Grade 8 Piano Exam'. Yet it was a time when i got closer to friends, especially my fellow classmates. Hehe. Thanks alot meiqi and ma qianyi, it was great to have you gals as my fellow grade 8 people. Hehe.
Struggling together is always better then struggling alone.
"When one falls, another can pick him up".
Sometimes, i actually kinda think back and miss those days where we went to the 'torture house' (haha.) everyday. And standing in the room, doing aural. Hehe. Really appreciate you gals. And thanks to you, you and you for all the encouragements. Especially the times when i sent messages of distress with all CAPITAL LETTERS. (remember? hehe.) Hehe. Not forgetting that time when i was waiting just right outside and i sent the last message crying out for some comfort.. It meant alot. =)
Last but not least, thanks mum. =) For all your patience and teachings and scoldings and your heart of love. Not only in this year, but eversince i was born. =) I couldnt have finished my last piano exam without you. =) Im sorry if i dissapointed you with my results, with only a pass. But it was the results of my hard work. Perhaps i could have tried harder and could have done better. But i did work hard.
Yes, piano exam was extremely tough. But God has been faithful. :)
"Teacher wants you to run the Road run for mssd."
"Huh?!"
Yeah. Well, i can say that half of my dream came true ba. Ya, the trainings were hard. And being almost the weakest, it didnt always feel very nice. But our group ended up, champion. Yay! :D Well, what can i say? God has been faithful. :)
Well, dont worry. I wont list out every single thing that happened in 2008. Just the key things ba, that i wont forget. And also those that i can think of, for now. Hehe. It has been a year of sacrifices, change, growth, and learning ba. Just to name a few. Through all the ups and downs, i only can come up with one conclusion.
God has been faithful.
Just like always. Just like what he will be. =)
Oh, and sorry if i didnt mention your name here or what. Hehe. Dont worry, i didnt forget you. It's saved in the heartdrive. =)
To my dearest and ever faithful, Father in heaven. Thank you for bringing me through a whole 366 days. Once again. Without you, i'll literally be dead. Im sorry for all the times i've failed you, lost trust in you, im sorry. Help me learn to trust in You. And thanks again, for everything, my dear Friend. =)
See you next year! =)
*well, yes. i still am kinda reluctant to move on to next year. but i dont have a choise do i? hehe. so, i've decided to give thanks first. yay! =) *
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hmmm.. ish.
Tommorow's 31st December, 2008. =(
Last day of the year.
Next year's 2009. Next year form 5 liao. :( So fast!! I really really dont wanna go to form 5. Yes, i sound like so childish. But i really dont. Is it that i havnt grown up enough yet? That i cant accept changes, again? Or do i just fear? That's for me to know.
Too fast. Too fast. This holiday has been really packed, the packest holiday i ever had. Its not that its bad. Actually, it's kinda good. But then, time passes extra fast like that.
Truth is, i'm scared of next year. (ok fine, i'll let you know too. heh.)
I know what is coming.
Responsibilities, exams, books, SEJARAH!!, failures, pains, STRESS, pressure, expectations, exams, exams, SPM!!, LEAVING SCHOOL!!!
Ya, im chicken. Scared of all those things when i have been going through them for the past four years. And all those are still 366 days away. But yes, im still scared. And i lack faith. >< Urgh.
God, help me.
Thanks for carrying me through one whole year of form four. Your faithfulness amazes me. Yet, i still lack faith. Im sorry for the faithlessness. But i pray that i'll put my trust solely in YOU, for next year, and many years to come. ><
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fwp + esp 7 + caroling =)
Hehe. Hi. It's been such a long time since a blogged.. Erm. Ya, i know fwp is like kinda long time ago.. But still must blog about it. =)
fast.wait.pray. (21st - 24th november, 08)
(Also can be known as for what purpose, as suggested by eunice. Hehe.) Fwp was something i was hesitating whether to go or not, at first.. At last, thankfully, i chose to go. Yay! :) Erm.. Basically, it was just fasting, waiting and praying. Haha. And no, it wasnt boring. Because God was there. He really was there, all the time. Though i didnt join the NITE of NITES (yah!!! How could i miss it?!! ...), all the prayer time before that amazing night was great as well. What made it even more greater, was the people! :D (yes! i miss them all!!) All of them had so much of passion to pray, so much fire in them. It was really really encouraging, and a great experience. I really dont regret going.. =)
*and thanks korkor jit pang, for the rides..
esplosion 7 (11th - 14th december, 08)
Hmmm. Esp.. I think this year's esp is really simple, but very real. Very practical and real. The main drive for me to go to esp has always been salvation for my friends. But since this year, my friends couldnt make it (:( ), i went to esp, hoping that i would feel God close again. Not just close, very very close. I wanted to feel his heartbeat. I really really wanted to feel Him THAT close. Oh, one more thing i prepared my heart for was to for once, play on the stage only for an Audience of ONE. AUDIENCE OF ONE.
On the second night, i played for cheng yee's band. I was kinda scared i would screw up. Coz i was using a five string bass and kept getting the notes mixed up because of the extra string. Hehe. And also coz my fingers somehow seemed so kaku during practice.. I kept praying that i would only be onstage for an Audience of ONE. Only one. If i was showing off, i only wanted it to be for my Creator.
Well. In the end, i knew on that night, it WAS for only ONE. Well.. Praise God! =) Btw, it felt wonderful!
Also, on the third afternoon (i think), bryan made some alter calls.. So there i was, sitting down and listening to the alter calls he was making. "For those of you who are rejected..." Pass. "For those of you who..." Pass. I passed quite a few stuffs. Then i told God, "If there is an alter call for trusting in You, i will stand up." And just few seconds after that, bryan made an alter call for those who finds it hard to trust in God/people. I was like, okeayyyyyy God. Hehe. I'll never forget what happened. It's like, so perfect timing. Hah. And that day, i felt God very very very near as well. His voice at that time, was so assuring. And so, 'different' in a way. (yay. thank you God!) =)
Conclusion is, esp camp 2008 was great! :D
caroling (24th december 2008)
Yay!!!! Caroling!!!! Finally it came. After all the pratices and stuff, yay. :D Though we were abit behind time (or maybe, quite a lot), it was great. Though very tiring, and didnt have much energy towards the end of that day, everything was worth it. =)
To the musicians: Thanks for practicing and playing your instruments that night! Yah. I know its tiring to play for such a long period of time, and carrying your instruments around (especially the heavy drum thing. Sorry, i still dont know how to spell it. Hehe.).. But thanks! You guys did a great job!!! =)
To the conductors: Well done! :D Thanks for coming early for practices at times just to go through the songs. It takes courage to stand in front of all the people, and conduct.. But you people did it! Yay! Great job! =)
To the singing people, hehe.: You guys sang for almost 7++ hours straight!! =) Good job! Ya.. I know its really tiring, and the voice gets tired and softer, but thanks for pushing on! And thanks for coming for practices and all. :)
Jit: Thanks for helping me so much in this caroling thing, and thanks for driving the car too! Hehe. =)
Well, everybody did a great job. =) And im sure we had fun as well! (at least, i did. :D ) Thanks guys! And, merry christmas! =) Happy brithday Jesus! =)
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2008
Today is the last day of 2008. Erm.. Yay?
Hehe. Hmmm. Well, this year has been a great year. Nope, by that i dont mean that this year everything went well and perfect. But it has been good. Transition from form 3 to form 4 wasnt easy. At all. It was quite tough for me, at least. Competition in class increased, and it took much more to keep my position in class. But God has been faithful. :)
Taking a new post in the yf committee was not as simple as abc as well. But thanks, wei wey, joel, john, kor, and ryan. =) Thanks for guiding and helping me in the music ministry. Sorry if i have failed, but i am putting in much effort and heart. Though there were times where i got stressed up and tired. But God has been faithful. :)
I dont regret making the decision to take my grade 8 piano exam this year when the last piano exam i took was actually my first in grade 3. Yes, it was tough. VERY TOUGH. It has been kinda torturous to push myself to practice for hours each day, and having to cope with studies, and giving up a once in a lifetime oppurtunity (well, it meant a lot to me.) for this exam. Tears, sweat and stress all came in the package labeled 'Grade 8 Piano Exam'. Yet it was a time when i got closer to friends, especially my fellow classmates. Hehe. Thanks alot meiqi and ma qianyi, it was great to have you gals as my fellow grade 8 people. Hehe.
Struggling together is always better then struggling alone.
"When one falls, another can pick him up".
Sometimes, i actually kinda think back and miss those days where we went to the 'torture house' (haha.) everyday. And standing in the room, doing aural. Hehe. Really appreciate you gals. And thanks to you, you and you for all the encouragements. Especially the times when i sent messages of distress with all CAPITAL LETTERS. (remember? hehe.) Hehe. Not forgetting that time when i was waiting just right outside and i sent the last message crying out for some comfort.. It meant alot. =)
Last but not least, thanks mum. =) For all your patience and teachings and scoldings and your heart of love. Not only in this year, but eversince i was born. =) I couldnt have finished my last piano exam without you. =) Im sorry if i dissapointed you with my results, with only a pass. But it was the results of my hard work. Perhaps i could have tried harder and could have done better. But i did work hard.
Yes, piano exam was extremely tough. But God has been faithful. :)
"Teacher wants you to run the Road run for mssd."
"Huh?!"
Yeah. Well, i can say that half of my dream came true ba. Ya, the trainings were hard. And being almost the weakest, it didnt always feel very nice. But our group ended up, champion. Yay! :D Well, what can i say? God has been faithful. :)
Well, dont worry. I wont list out every single thing that happened in 2008. Just the key things ba, that i wont forget. And also those that i can think of, for now. Hehe. It has been a year of sacrifices, change, growth, and learning ba. Just to name a few. Through all the ups and downs, i only can come up with one conclusion.
God has been faithful.
Just like always. Just like what he will be. =)
Oh, and sorry if i didnt mention your name here or what. Hehe. Dont worry, i didnt forget you. It's saved in the heartdrive. =)
To my dearest and ever faithful, Father in heaven. Thank you for bringing me through a whole 366 days. Once again. Without you, i'll literally be dead. Im sorry for all the times i've failed you, lost trust in you, im sorry. Help me learn to trust in You. And thanks again, for everything, my dear Friend. =)
See you next year! =)
*well, yes. i still am kinda reluctant to move on to next year. but i dont have a choise do i? hehe. so, i've decided to give thanks first. yay! =) *
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hmmm.. ish.
Tommorow's 31st December, 2008. =(
Last day of the year.
Next year's 2009. Next year form 5 liao. :( So fast!! I really really dont wanna go to form 5. Yes, i sound like so childish. But i really dont. Is it that i havnt grown up enough yet? That i cant accept changes, again? Or do i just fear? That's for me to know.
Too fast. Too fast. This holiday has been really packed, the packest holiday i ever had. Its not that its bad. Actually, it's kinda good. But then, time passes extra fast like that.
Truth is, i'm scared of next year. (ok fine, i'll let you know too. heh.)
I know what is coming.
Responsibilities, exams, books, SEJARAH!!, failures, pains, STRESS, pressure, expectations, exams, exams, SPM!!, LEAVING SCHOOL!!!
Ya, im chicken. Scared of all those things when i have been going through them for the past four years. And all those are still 366 days away. But yes, im still scared. And i lack faith. >< Urgh.
God, help me.
Thanks for carrying me through one whole year of form four. Your faithfulness amazes me. Yet, i still lack faith. Im sorry for the faithlessness. But i pray that i'll put my trust solely in YOU, for next year, and many years to come. ><
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fwp + esp 7 + caroling =)
Hehe. Hi. It's been such a long time since a blogged.. Erm. Ya, i know fwp is like kinda long time ago.. But still must blog about it. =)
fast.wait.pray. (21st - 24th november, 08)
(Also can be known as for what purpose, as suggested by eunice. Hehe.) Fwp was something i was hesitating whether to go or not, at first.. At last, thankfully, i chose to go. Yay! :) Erm.. Basically, it was just fasting, waiting and praying. Haha. And no, it wasnt boring. Because God was there. He really was there, all the time. Though i didnt join the NITE of NITES (yah!!! How could i miss it?!! ...), all the prayer time before that amazing night was great as well. What made it even more greater, was the people! :D (yes! i miss them all!!) All of them had so much of passion to pray, so much fire in them. It was really really encouraging, and a great experience. I really dont regret going.. =)
*and thanks korkor jit pang, for the rides..
esplosion 7 (11th - 14th december, 08)
Hmmm. Esp.. I think this year's esp is really simple, but very real. Very practical and real. The main drive for me to go to esp has always been salvation for my friends. But since this year, my friends couldnt make it (:( ), i went to esp, hoping that i would feel God close again. Not just close, very very close. I wanted to feel his heartbeat. I really really wanted to feel Him THAT close. Oh, one more thing i prepared my heart for was to for once, play on the stage only for an Audience of ONE. AUDIENCE OF ONE.
On the second night, i played for cheng yee's band. I was kinda scared i would screw up. Coz i was using a five string bass and kept getting the notes mixed up because of the extra string. Hehe. And also coz my fingers somehow seemed so kaku during practice.. I kept praying that i would only be onstage for an Audience of ONE. Only one. If i was showing off, i only wanted it to be for my Creator.
Well. In the end, i knew on that night, it WAS for only ONE. Well.. Praise God! =) Btw, it felt wonderful!
Also, on the third afternoon (i think), bryan made some alter calls.. So there i was, sitting down and listening to the alter calls he was making. "For those of you who are rejected..." Pass. "For those of you who..." Pass. I passed quite a few stuffs. Then i told God, "If there is an alter call for trusting in You, i will stand up." And just few seconds after that, bryan made an alter call for those who finds it hard to trust in God/people. I was like, okeayyyyyy God. Hehe. I'll never forget what happened. It's like, so perfect timing. Hah. And that day, i felt God very very very near as well. His voice at that time, was so assuring. And so, 'different' in a way. (yay. thank you God!) =)
Conclusion is, esp camp 2008 was great! :D
caroling (24th december 2008)
Yay!!!! Caroling!!!! Finally it came. After all the pratices and stuff, yay. :D Though we were abit behind time (or maybe, quite a lot), it was great. Though very tiring, and didnt have much energy towards the end of that day, everything was worth it. =)
To the musicians: Thanks for practicing and playing your instruments that night! Yah. I know its tiring to play for such a long period of time, and carrying your instruments around (especially the heavy drum thing. Sorry, i still dont know how to spell it. Hehe.).. But thanks! You guys did a great job!!! =)
To the conductors: Well done! :D Thanks for coming early for practices at times just to go through the songs. It takes courage to stand in front of all the people, and conduct.. But you people did it! Yay! Great job! =)
To the singing people, hehe.: You guys sang for almost 7++ hours straight!! =) Good job! Ya.. I know its really tiring, and the voice gets tired and softer, but thanks for pushing on! And thanks for coming for practices and all. :)
Jit: Thanks for helping me so much in this caroling thing, and thanks for driving the car too! Hehe. =)
Well, everybody did a great job. =) And im sure we had fun as well! (at least, i did. :D ) Thanks guys! And, merry christmas! =) Happy brithday Jesus! =)
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