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flashbacks.....
Hi everyone..... i am back from Sabah already.... but i think i will post about it later onwards.... maybe only lah... quite troublesome to put pictures lah... donno why always wanna post but won't come out wan oh......
Anyway..... year 2006 is coming to an end... well.... this year.... alot of things happened.... especially in school.... getting to know the form 1's was a true blessing.... i really thank God for putting them into my life... not only that.... through them... i learnt a WHOLE LOT..... one of the lesson that i learnt is that He will always answer prayers BUT in HIS timing... not ours.... coz there was one time that i started to doubt that God answers prayers.... i was so impatient... i wanted everything to be MY timing..... for MY good..... selfish me.... during that period.... i even started to question God... :
"Hei... everybody says that You answer prayers.... oh yeah?? What about mine...??? Have You forgotten about me???"
Ya.... i know... how selfish of me..... so sorry Lord.... after that my prayers were answered.... in God's perfect timing.... thank You, Lord..... =)
Well.... i got to see some things that i don't think i will get to see again in the next donno how many years..... in school too..... though it was scary.... and buckets of tears were produced not only from me... but from a whole lot of people too.... God answered my prayers again....!!!! =) I can't imagine how great is our God.....
Most of my stuff happened in school this year.... i made a huge bunch of stupid mistakes.... i hurt people... people hurt me.... i got to know some people a whole lot better.... but yet drifted away from some people too..... i donno how to conclude about this....
Anyway.... i really wanna thank all my dear friends.... who cheered me up when i am down..... who took the time to sit with me when i am lonely..... who gave me big warm hugs when i needed them the most.... who encouraged me when i worried.... who were there for me.... i thank u all ALOT..... and i really thank God for putting u in to my life.... thank You, Lord...... =)
Year 2006.... a very meaningful yet tough year for me.... and it is going to pass by us just like that... AGAIN.... time waits for no man (or woman).... sometimes how i wish that time could just stop and wait for me for a little while.... yet sometimes i wished that time would pass by me, faster than usual.... so that i wouldn't have gone through those hard times....
But.... i really thank God for those good times he gave me.... times that i felt so comfortable with everything around me.... yet.... i thank God more for the bad times that he gave me.... times that i struggled..... times that were so painful... because those were the times that i learnt the most.... those were the times when God carried me in His arms.... those were the times that he cuddled close to him.... those were the times when he sat beside me to comfort me... to encourage me... to teach and guide me.... those were the times that i learnt.... to TRUST.....
I think i will go on and on and on if i keep writing about 2006..... so i think i will stop here...
*Lord... i really thank you for this year... 2006... thank you for everyone that you have placed in my life.... thank you for everything that you have let me gone through this whole year.... although i have failed you so many times.... i thank you for loving me the same way.... Lord... i pray that as i go on to the year 2007... guide me o Lord... as i walk with you... may Your will be done in my life.... thank you Lord..... =) *
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