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exams (II) + sharing day!
Phew. Finally the exams are over. Yup, like andrinna said, it was a long 3 weeks of exams. Looooooong. Having exams over such a long stretch of time is really tiring, stressful and torturing. The longer it stretches, the more i lose the will and determination to study. Living in my own 'kiasu-ness', and the competition in class which just keep getting stronger, the pressure with an unknown source (i think), high expectations i put on myself.. Exams really have been kind of a torture. Not forgetting, being sick in the midst of exams.
Honestly, i was kinda frustrated with God. Like, "Why?! Why of all times, now?".
And there i was, 'bargaining' with God. Oklah, i'll tell you what i 'bargained', coz i didnt intend to tell actually. Erm. I told God, if you allow me to be sick, then let me be sick to the extend that i need to go to hospital, or maybe pengsan while studying. The point is that i asked God to allow me to be sick enough to NOT take the exam. If not, then let me be with not a little bit of sickness. You see, i was sick. But, not sick enough to be hospitalized, nor sick enough to faint. Not sick enough to skip the exam, or have an excuse to postpone it. "Not sick enough", hah. Yet, sick enough to feel so very uncomfortable while studying, and feel all so yuck-ish and bleh while taking the exam and studying at home.
I know God wants me to learn something i still fail to learn, trust. Not in myself, nor the lifeless books which i gobble down in the midst of 'lightless skies', or anybody else. Trust in God. Its still hard though, but im trying.
Anyway, exams are over!! Yay! =)
And, today was sharing day. Yay. =) (It was kinda nice being in-charge of PA. And i got to use a walkie-talkie! Hehe! :D ) Well, nope im not leaving of course. But people are leaving me...! Anyway, josie got a Tokoh Pelajar Akademik (its called something like that..) and xueqi got a Tokoh too! And when the teacher was saying all the achievements of josie, i heard Pengerusi kelab YCS. Woohoo! :) And i thought to myself, wouldnt it be great if all the future 'pengerusi-s' of YCS become 'tokoh-s' for the future years too? It doesnt matter what aspect: sport, studies, pelajar terbaik, etc.. Imagine how much God's name will be glorified through YCS? What would people think?
"Why ar.. the tokoh every year always form YCS wan ar.. what's so special about YCS?"
Haha. That was just the thought that went through my mind today.
Anyway, spm-ers and stpm-ers, jia you! All the best!
"Don't worry about tommorow, God's already there."
And i'll miss you, form five-ers!
 And i'll miss you, honestly. The most.
I really wish i could have got to really know you earlier.
... Oh, and here's a pic i got from an email. Enjoy! :)
Oh! And did i mention that i saw spongebob the other day? I saw him! :)
I even snapped a pic of him, while he was asleep.
I guess he's just tired after a long tiring deepavali.
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exams (II) + sharing day!
Phew. Finally the exams are over. Yup, like andrinna said, it was a long 3 weeks of exams. Looooooong. Having exams over such a long stretch of time is really tiring, stressful and torturing. The longer it stretches, the more i lose the will and determination to study. Living in my own 'kiasu-ness', and the competition in class which just keep getting stronger, the pressure with an unknown source (i think), high expectations i put on myself.. Exams really have been kind of a torture. Not forgetting, being sick in the midst of exams.
Honestly, i was kinda frustrated with God. Like, "Why?! Why of all times, now?".
And there i was, 'bargaining' with God. Oklah, i'll tell you what i 'bargained', coz i didnt intend to tell actually. Erm. I told God, if you allow me to be sick, then let me be sick to the extend that i need to go to hospital, or maybe pengsan while studying. The point is that i asked God to allow me to be sick enough to NOT take the exam. If not, then let me be with not a little bit of sickness. You see, i was sick. But, not sick enough to be hospitalized, nor sick enough to faint. Not sick enough to skip the exam, or have an excuse to postpone it. "Not sick enough", hah. Yet, sick enough to feel so very uncomfortable while studying, and feel all so yuck-ish and bleh while taking the exam and studying at home.
I know God wants me to learn something i still fail to learn, trust. Not in myself, nor the lifeless books which i gobble down in the midst of 'lightless skies', or anybody else. Trust in God. Its still hard though, but im trying.
Anyway, exams are over!! Yay! =)
And, today was sharing day. Yay. =) (It was kinda nice being in-charge of PA. And i got to use a walkie-talkie! Hehe! :D ) Well, nope im not leaving of course. But people are leaving me...! Anyway, josie got a Tokoh Pelajar Akademik (its called something like that..) and xueqi got a Tokoh too! And when the teacher was saying all the achievements of josie, i heard Pengerusi kelab YCS. Woohoo! :) And i thought to myself, wouldnt it be great if all the future 'pengerusi-s' of YCS become 'tokoh-s' for the future years too? It doesnt matter what aspect: sport, studies, pelajar terbaik, etc.. Imagine how much God's name will be glorified through YCS? What would people think?
"Why ar.. the tokoh every year always form YCS wan ar.. what's so special about YCS?"
Haha. That was just the thought that went through my mind today.
Anyway, spm-ers and stpm-ers, jia you! All the best!
"Don't worry about tommorow, God's already there."
And i'll miss you, form five-ers!
And i'll miss you, honestly. The most.
I really wish i could have got to really know you earlier.
... Oh, and here's a pic i got from an email. Enjoy! :)
Oh! And did i mention that i saw spongebob the other day? I saw him! :)
I even snapped a pic of him, while he was asleep.
I guess he's just tired after a long tiring deepavali.
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