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hmmm.. ish.
Tommorow's 31st December, 2008. =(
Last day of the year.
Next year's 2009. Next year form 5 liao. :( So fast!! I really really dont wanna go to form 5. Yes, i sound like so childish. But i really dont. Is it that i havnt grown up enough yet? That i cant accept changes, again? Or do i just fear? That's for me to know.
Too fast. Too fast. This holiday has been really packed, the packest holiday i ever had. Its not that its bad. Actually, it's kinda good. But then, time passes extra fast like that.
Truth is, i'm scared of next year. (ok fine, i'll let you know too. heh.)
I know what is coming.
Responsibilities, exams, books, SEJARAH!!, failures, pains, STRESS, pressure, expectations, exams, exams, SPM!!, LEAVING SCHOOL!!!
Ya, im chicken. Scared of all those things when i have been going through them for the past four years. And all those are still 366 days away. But yes, im still scared. And i lack faith. >< Urgh.
God, help me.
Thanks for carrying me through one whole year of form four. Your faithfulness amazes me. Yet, i still lack faith. Im sorry for the faithlessness. But i pray that i'll put my trust solely in YOU, for next year, and many years to come. ><
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